DOWN MOOD !!!

What should i do ? if cry i can get thing i want ? impossible !!
I really ''HATE'' my family...they can't give me happiness..i can't feel any happiness feeling from them...what i thinking they also dun know...i really not close with my family :'( actually who am i also dun know !!!
i want tat thing is very simple can get it...is FREEDOM !! but why i very hard want to get it ? me almost CRAZY !! I'm feel very pressure when front with family...i more like with fren...with fren everysecond , everyminute , everyhour , everyday is HAPPY ~ I LOVE FRIEND ♥

现在我才知道什么是朋友...
朋友不是互相利用而是在需要关怀的时候伸出手来帮助...
朋友对我非常的重要..
可是大家都不珍惜对方...等到失去才后悔
我得开心或不开心都是自己在分享...
我的喜怒哀乐也都适合自己分享...
能做得就是想开点，做人没有烦脑 ！
我不需要你们的可怜..
我要的是真心!!

眼前说看得越来越模糊了....
我的世界里只剩下黑白...没有任何的色彩
开心是什么？幸福又是什么？
有人能告诉我吗？
我要求不多只要做人能开开心心...
没有任何的压力...